My Psychological Domain

bintang beribu di langit
ku pilih hanya satu
menerangi malamku
indah kerlipan cahayamu

bintang hati kau ku nanti
sinari malam yang sepi
ku mohon jangan kau pergi
temani aku di sini

andai bintang kan mengerti
apa yang ada di hati
kan ku ceritakan segala
yang terpendam di jiwa

bintang tinggi kan ku gapai
kan ku serah kepadanya
sebagai tanda cinta tersemai
untukmu selamanya

indah di langit yang kelam
suram malam tiada bintang
ku harap ini bukan mimpi
kerana dia bintang hati
kan selalu ku rindu

Andainya bisa ku luahkan kekalutan ini

Sebelum kau pergi….tinggalkan namamu di sini

Pasti tidak aku gentar

Menghadapi apa jua yang akan terjadi.

Apakah yang aku igaukan akan menjadi kenyataan

Bagaimana harus ku gagahi lagi diri yang terlara…

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*Chorus

Tanpa terasa bahangmu hampir di sisi

Dapatkah aku bertahan seksa menanti

Siapalah aku di sisimu

Siapalah aku untuk membantahmu

Walaupun kita saling mengerti

Akhirnya kau melangkah pergi….

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Meskipun kini ku sendiri melayari lautan

Yang tak bertepi….berdiri tanpamu di sini

Hati yang luka ku ubati

Ku cekalkan diri sujud pada Ilahi.

Apakah ini semua suratan bak pungguk yang merindukan bulan

Bagaimana harus ku hapuskan jejak rindu yang membara…

*Ulang Chorus

Sesungguhnya ku tak terdaya menahanmu lagi

Akhirnya Kau Melangkah Pergi

Seringkali ku bertanya
Seakan ku x percaya
Di kau meluahkan janji setia
Dalam beribu jejaka
Kau memilih daku jua
Bertuah sungguh rasa di jiwa

Hulurkan tanganmu
Mari terbang bersamaku
Sesungguhnya aku hanya ingin bersama kamu

Mari kita bina
Istana yg bahgia
Hanya ada kita berdua tuk selama-lamanya

Hanya satu pintaku jangan dipersiakan
Cintaku nan suci dan murni jangan dikecewakan

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* Chorus

Kini kita saling mengejar impian
Bersatu ke arah kemuliaan masa depan
Bersabarlah sayang masa kan menentukan
Ku berdoa agar ikatan akan berkekalan

Sambut tanganku kasih bersama beriringan
Menuju jalan yang sebenarnya dalam kehidupan

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Janganlah ragui
Ketulusan hati ini
Ku x mampu hidup tanpamu di sisi

Beri daku jawapan
Agar ku tak beranganan
Ku x mahu hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan

Kini daku serahkan hati dan harapan
Sudilah andainya kau jadi permaisuri idaman

* Chorus (x2)

Sambut tanganku kasih
Bersama beriringan
Menuju jalan yang sebenar
Dalam kehidupan….

bila bergema suara takbir
insan yg lena mencebik bibir
mata dipejam dibuai mimpi
bantal nan empuk dipeluk kembali

sedarlah insan di alam nanti
hanya amalan akan mendampingi
di saat itu kita diadili
hukuman Allah akan hadir pasti

tiada satu pun yang kekal
selain dari iman dan amal
pergilah ke seluruh semesta
hanya Allah yg bertakhta

meskipun dosa bagai lautan
percayalah pada janji Tuhan
sujudlah dan mohon pengampunan
Allah Ya-Rahim Ya-Rahman

mari kembali kepada Allah
Al-Quran dijunjung jangan lupa Sunnah
sesama insan mesti berbakti
barulah hidup akan diberkati

Assalamualaikum…All Praise to Allah The Most Merciful…

last nite i slept early, arnd 12++ i think as i was sick….i caught a cold in JB, a very nasty 1 i might say….i slept with an uneasy feeling, as if a fragment of my heart was missing….alhamdulillah, no bad dreams and no interference from my "friends" from the other realm…i woke at 5:00am sharp, but i just lay down until 5:30am…i finally got up and went to the bathroom, took my wudhu` and met my creator ….my nose was still running at that time, a really uncomfortable situation….later on i stirred a cup of cadbury hot choc and consumed it slowly while reading the latest chapter of the naruto manga series, chapter 337….my flu subsided and later i heard the subuh azan….i completed my responsibility and prayed for the best, for strength and guidance….i was happy to see my family yesterday, although just for a while but i guess quality is far better than quantity….my dad has gained sum weight plus he looks much healthier…heck, all at home have gained weight…this is definitely coz of my mom’s delicious cookings…i should know, i gained lotsa weight too during my practical training in JB….nway, 2day is the 1st of January 2007…ahaaaa, frankly speaking new years never meant anything to me (except that 2day is the anniversary with my X, but that’s all in the past now)…i’ve nvr ever celebrated new year…i guess i’m just not that type of person….everywhere ppl are talking bout new year resolutions….in the radio, artistes are asked these type of Q’s…"what was ur 2006 resolution??"…"did u achieve ur goals for 2006 ??".."what’s ur 2007 resolution??"..what a whole-lotta crap !!! y in the hell would i b interested to know what those artistes resolutions are ??? it’s not like there really good ppl…i mean just look at them…Masyaallah…what is this world coming to ??? entertainment is being looked highly at…artistes are being idolized…y not idolize those who hv really contributed by bringing good to the society ?? for Muslims, y not idolize Rasulullah SAW ??? he is the true person that we should look up to…our savior, our prophet…alas, teens…no, the society as a whole (majority) are blinded by entertainment…. we’re being attacked psychologically without us even noticing it….the saddest part is we Muslim’s ourselves have lost our identities….just look around….look at our youths…our future pillars….also look at our corrupted government…those with money and power but with pennies for brains are leading our country…everything is about the money these days, even religous bodies  …everytime i look & hear bout these social problems in our society, i fear of what would happen in years to come…will my wife and lovely kids b safe from this sickness ??? will i b strong enough to stand firm with my religion & race ??? the more i think of it, the more horrified i became…..sumthng must b done…sum1 must stand up….new year means nothing…..national day means crap….all those celebrations just makes us look even stupid as we let ourselves be conquered psychologically & mentally by the **** ….. 1 man can’t make any difference, but if that 1 man can find another man to do the same, and that other man finds another man (kinda like a MLM structure :P) i believe that sumthng can b done… return to our roots….return to the Quran….before we return to HIM, by then it will all be too late ……